Love!

From that moment I knew I was in love with him, no one could feel my heart beating like a drum.  I always told myself love, it is a scary thing.  I tried to avoid, he broke me.  The urge had to much power it came over me like a wave.  That day change my life as I knew it.  It was love before and now it is so much more.  Who would of thought only at the age of 16 you could find that someone you wanted to be with for the rest of your life.  So young and fragile, yet I let my feelings free.  The sensations came over me and I just couldn't help but fall.  He held me so gently with compassion and care.  Just us now and forever.  The way he caresses me is an unbearable feeling.  I lost myself in his eyes and smile.  My heart was beating fast and loudly almost as if he could feel and hear it. Things happen in a matter of seconds and there is nothing you can do.  This time it wasn't because I couldn't do anything, I just didn't want to do anything.  The passion of how bad I want to be in his arms everyday of every moments builds inside me.   I get the same butterflies every time I am with him, as if it were still the first time he held me in his arms.  I become nervous yet anxious when we are alone.

He is the reason I smile upon everyday, why I wake up with a sparkle in my eye, and why I can't help but blush when I think about him.  I have done things that I would have never let myself do before and one of those things is fall in love. I fall because I know he will be there to catch me forever.  His words are like a river of reassurance.  I honestly believe he has changed me as a person and I do not know what i would do without out him.  There is not one second of the day that he is not on my mind.  Everything I see,do, or hear reminds me of him.

I find myself always going back to that day.  The day where I really truly found I was in love with him.  That day was the day I did what I thought was unthinkable. He makes me do the impossible. The sensation of his love is powerful and it makes me do crazy things.  I will never regret that day, because 10 years from now I will look back and say.....

That is the day I fell in love with the guy I was destined to be with, and the day I fell in love for the first time.

I am 100% completely in love with him!
Tyler Kennith Beckstrom♥




Amanda:)

Woow!!

Christmas was alright! I missed all my family so much it was great to see them all!  I got a lot of cool things! Things like a TV, a wolf hat, a scentsy, and a turtle beach headset MW3 edition! I love my hat it is amazing!  Picture is coming! I spent time with my dad. He drove down from Arizona! It has been a year since i have saw him so i was excited!  I drove his truck too! AT NIGHT!! Wooo!
This is me with my wolf hat!

            This is tyler with his new kenny hat that he bought at the mall.  This is my dad!!
Yesterday was a great day! I went to see sherlock homes 2 and I went to the mall. Tyler, Arianna, and Kameron accompanied me there! It was truly amazing!
Amanda:)

Freezing my butt off in New Mexico!!! BRRRRR!!!!!

Amanda:)

Last Post!

Hey You guys!! So this may be my last post until i get back from New Mexico! ♥ u all!!
Amanda:)

Catchin Up On Life!!

Hello there world of blogging! Well, I have been putting up tiny little posts lately but nothing really interesting! Last time I did an actual blog entry I was almost out of 9th grade! Well, now an entire summer has past and I am in 10th grade and I am officially in HIGH SCHOOL! I attend NUAMES Early College High School!  I am so glad i chose to go there instead of Roy because the school is more civilized and less dramatic. My classes are amazing and less crowded! Teachers can focus more on a student as an individual which is amazing!  I met my best friend Arianna Thomas here!  She is has been the greatest friend yet!  We are like two peas in a pod!  CRAZY! We laugh at the most stupid things sometimes, but o well it all worth while! I have met so many more amazing people here and I can talk to anyone now!  I have really stepped out of my comfort zone and said screw it let me be me!

This is my 2 best friends and I! (Left to Right: Arianna, Me, and Jessica

Over summer break I went back to my job at Lagoon in the catering service.  I didn't expect much to happen just to work and earn money.  Well little did I know I would end up in 2 relationships with co-workers through out the season.  My first one started with Kolten Janes who also goes to my school,  lets just say this definitely WAS NOT meant to be!  My second relationship started out as a more of a sister brother relationship!  We worked together all the time! He was a great friend!  I never thought i would end up dating him, because after Kolten I decided dating through work wasn't the best idea.   We started texting daily and we became closer friends,  this is when i realized I started to develop serious feeling for him.   I transferred out of catering and went into FRIGHTMARES!, and I didn't see him very often.  Then, we decided that on September 30, 2011 we would hang out at Lagoon with a bunch of my friends! (Arianna♥Kameron p.s. they started dating on the same day Tyler and I did!) s(JessicaXHector) Well, lets just say this sparked an amazing relationship that I am still almost 3 months later! This kid makes me smile all the time!  I couldn't ask for anything better!  He goes out of his way to make me happy when he knows he doesn't have to! Well, if you didn't already know this his name is Tyler Kennith Beckstrom!

This is Tyler!

Sunday is Christmas and I am really excited because I get to see all my family in New Mexico!(When I am older I plan on living there!!!) We haven't had a family holiday in a long time, and to make it better MY  DAD is coming down from Arizona to see me!  I am excited I haven't seen him in over a year!! It has been so long!  My mom doesn't think my dad has a stable life situation, so i can't ever go down to see him! IT IS SO DUMB!!!  Well for Christmas I gave Tyler Playboy New York Cologne and a jacket from RUE 21!  He gave me an amazing necklace I love it! Picture below!! ♥

                                                                     The necklace!
My birthday is coming up soon! I will be 16! It is about time!  I am so excited! However, I am not throwing a giant party cuz I don't like huge parties! I will most likely just do a girls night with my good friends or just go bowling or something cuz right now I love bowling!! XD That all depends though i might do bowling and have a girls night who knows!! Anyways, I can't wait! I am most likely getting my drivers license too to make things even better!  Excited for January 17, 2012!

                                                                       This is me!!



♥Amanda:)

Watching my lil bro n lil sis singing Christmas songs around the Christmas tree!!

ZZZZZ!!!

I am getting really tired haha!!! YAWN!!!
Amanda:)

Tyler you need to read this!!

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1 thing

For the next little bit I am going to post 1 thing about Tyler everyday!! XD♥
To see these things go over thurr >>> and go to the Page named Tyler!!

This is so true!!

Equality!!!!

Talking to Tyler on the phone:) it's fun! You should try.... except not with my boyfriend!

I wuv u!!!

Tyler!

Tyler Kennith Beckstrom is very amazing! I love him!  He is the greatest guy ever!  He has that sparkle in his eye that makes me smile!  He is the most sweetest and cutest guy ever! Yes he is very HANDSOME!!(Inside Joke!) We have been dating for almost 2 months! We started dating on October 30, 2011!  I couldn't ask for anyone better!  He is the most respectful guy and most caring guy I have ever met! One day I will write a forever long post about him! ♥ :)
Amanda:)

P.S. :P :P :P JAHA!!

Tonight!

Tonight, I am going to go to the lights at Willard Bay! I am going with my second family! I will also explain this later! For now though i have to go see them first pictures to be posted later!!
Oh and Jacob I love you bro!! XD
Amanda:)

Its been awhile

Heyy! So,  It has been to long since i have been on my blog!  I am gonna change that!  So, Life is pretty great!! i have an amazing best friend Arianna Thomas!  She is crazy, insane, odd, and so much more i will do an individual post about her later! I also found the worlds greatest guy!  He is truly the best guy i have ever dated!  I can't wait to see what the future holds for us! This guy is the best and his name is Tyler K. Beckstrom!♥ I will do a post later about him too!  I am in 10th grade and I officially made the decision to go to NUAMES! I love it there i am glad i chose it!  So! I plan on putting  a bunch of pics up so check back often!! 
♥ Love Life Now Because You Never Know What Tomorrow Might Hold!
Amanda:)