From that moment I knew I was in love with him, no one could feel my heart beating like a drum. I always told myself love, it is a scary thing. I tried to avoid, he broke me. The urge had to much power it came over me like a wave. That day change my life as I knew it. It was love before and now it is so much more. Who would of thought only at the age of 16 you could find that someone you wanted to be with for the rest of your life. So young and fragile, yet I let my feelings free. The sensations came over me and I just couldn't help but fall. He held me so gently with compassion and care. Just us now and forever. The way he caresses me is an unbearable feeling. I lost myself in his eyes and smile. My heart was beating fast and loudly almost as if he could feel and hear it. Things happen in a matter of seconds and there is nothing you can do. This time it wasn't because I couldn't do anything, I just didn't want to do anything. The passion of how bad I want to be in his arms everyday of every moments builds inside me. I get the same butterflies every time I am with him, as if it were still the first time he held me in his arms. I become nervous yet anxious when we are alone.
He is the reason I smile upon everyday, why I wake up with a sparkle in my eye, and why I can't help but blush when I think about him. I have done things that I would have never let myself do before and one of those things is fall in love. I fall because I know he will be there to catch me forever. His words are like a river of reassurance. I honestly believe he has changed me as a person and I do not know what i would do without out him. There is not one second of the day that he is not on my mind. Everything I see,do, or hear reminds me of him.
I find myself always going back to that day. The day where I really truly found I was in love with him. That day was the day I did what I thought was unthinkable. He makes me do the impossible. The sensation of his love is powerful and it makes me do crazy things. I will never regret that day, because 10 years from now I will look back and say.....
That is the day I fell in love with the guy I was destined to be with, and the day I fell in love for the first time.
I am 100% completely in love with him!
Tyler Kennith Beckstrom♥
Amanda:)
