We all have those moments where we laugh and we can't stop, and those moments where you just want to cry. The moments that can't help but make you smile, and the moments where you just want to crawl into a corner and hide. Truth is that we can't help but have these random moments. Why? It is because we are human and we have feelings. Honestly, we should enjoy it. Feelings make life so much more interesting. My whole life was spent hiding so many of my emotions. Then out of the blue there was that one day where everything hit me like a bag of rocks. Life seemed to be spiraling downwards. I couldn't stop what I felt and how it hurt me. Memories of a dark past came back into my eyes, A constant reminder of what was. I couldn't see things going up anytime soon. Never did I think that life could have reached its all time low so quickly. Yet, little did I know there was one thing that kept me going day by day. I didn't even realize how much that the one thing made a difference in me. I had to be told by someone so close to me how it affected me smile. Little did I know that I was more myself around him then I was anyone else. I had those moments of fear, and worry of fallin again. I let myself fall, and I found myself in the arms of a great guy. He never seems to let anything bug him, he constantly has a smile on his face no matter the situation. Its just so unbelievable to think that I didn't realize it before.
Amanda:)
